Staff of my university. Please stop losing my crap. Because that is very important crap. Crap that is meant to help me succeed in life. What do you think will happen if you list my enrolment form and we weren't informed until too late? What do you think will happen when I failed a subject because you lost my homework?
Don't let it happen again.
Friday, 31 January 2014
My childhood....
Near my school, there is this horse statue that has been there as long as I remember. It was usually always white.
When I visited my school again, I found some people have painted it red and gold to celebrate the New Year.
It is not the same horse anymore. It is dead to me.
When I visited my school again, I found some people have painted it red and gold to celebrate the New Year.
It is not the same horse anymore. It is dead to me.
Sunday, 19 January 2014
Marionette
To fall free, we must cut the strings
And if that doesn't work, then tear off the limbs
The fingers and toes
The hands and feet
The arms and legs
And the heart that beats
Fall, fly, be free.
And if that doesn't work, then tear off the limbs
The fingers and toes
The hands and feet
The arms and legs
And the heart that beats
Fall, fly, be free.
Monday, 13 January 2014
That One Extra Letter
When you tell someone you love them, I find it is much more impactful if you add the 'I'. You can casually say 'Love you' to anyone, but it is easy to not take it seriously. It seems aimless. But, them you add the 'I', and you take responsibility. It comes directly from you and you can't take it back. And that's ok, because you want them to notice it is to them from you.
When I tell someone that I love them, in any sort of implication, I often have trouble saying those three words, often opting for the two. It takes a lot out of me to add the 'I' on the front. It gets stuck in my throat and left behind. To me, it takes a great deal of trust and/or care for me to push that one extra syllable out.
Most people don't notice it, this effort. It's just a standard sign of affection. To me it isn't. To me, it is the same as making a promise. I am giving you my word, and my trust and affection. And for an immovable emotionless person like me, that is a big thing to give.
This is just a personal thing I thought about during RPs. Wondering if anyone else is like this too.
When I tell someone that I love them, in any sort of implication, I often have trouble saying those three words, often opting for the two. It takes a lot out of me to add the 'I' on the front. It gets stuck in my throat and left behind. To me, it takes a great deal of trust and/or care for me to push that one extra syllable out.
Most people don't notice it, this effort. It's just a standard sign of affection. To me it isn't. To me, it is the same as making a promise. I am giving you my word, and my trust and affection. And for an immovable emotionless person like me, that is a big thing to give.
This is just a personal thing I thought about during RPs. Wondering if anyone else is like this too.
Wednesday, 8 January 2014
One of the awesome lines I thought of during my life
No matter how much you hate me, I will protect you from everything. And if you try to kill yourself because you don't like that, I will protect you from that too.
Thursday, 2 January 2014
The Bucket List
Gonna make a list of things to go before I go. It'll be short for now until I think of other plans to add to it. I didn't think I'd live past highschool and didn't think I'd get this far in life. So here it goes.
Beat minesweeper on difficulty hard- Done.
Make a lot of origami tetris pieces, cover a door with them and watch as a person comes through and walks into them- Pending
Laugh maniacally in a large shopping centre- Pending
Write a novel- Pending
Sew a large sheet of pressed rose petals to wrap myself and get buried in when I die- Pending
Cosplay once in my life- Pending
Roll down a hill, all the way to the bottom- Pending
Place to die: in a rose garden or by the ocean- Up for discussion
If I miraculously have a loved one, to kiss them in public (it's a big thing for me)- Pending
Beat minesweeper on difficulty hard- Done.
Make a lot of origami tetris pieces, cover a door with them and watch as a person comes through and walks into them- Pending
Laugh maniacally in a large shopping centre- Pending
Write a novel- Pending
Sew a large sheet of pressed rose petals to wrap myself and get buried in when I die- Pending
Cosplay once in my life- Pending
Roll down a hill, all the way to the bottom- Pending
Place to die: in a rose garden or by the ocean- Up for discussion
If I miraculously have a loved one, to kiss them in public (it's a big thing for me)- Pending
The New Year
2014 is here.
Let us look back on 2013
What have have done wrong.
What the world has done wrong.
Why we did them.
Then put it behind us and start anew, hopefully better than before.
To 2014, may this year be better.
May the cynicism begin.
Let us look back on 2013
What have have done wrong.
What the world has done wrong.
Why we did them.
Then put it behind us and start anew, hopefully better than before.
To 2014, may this year be better.
May the cynicism begin.
The thing about scones I realised
They are REALLY filling... Since they are mostly flour, have a low water content and~ you eat them with jam and cream, two can make you quite full.
Don't underestimate the scone.
My stomach~~~>.<
Don't underestimate the scone.
My stomach~~~>.<
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